It's been about four months since I've been on here. Which is not good, as I'm actually really proud of my little space here on the internet.
I've been dealing with a lot of stuff...moving, and mental mostly.
February and March were a bit jarring not just because we knew we would be moving, but, in that where we would move, we just didn't know.
Back in April my friend Gwen asked me if I would be comfy answering a few questions about my depression on her new site
. I was equal parts enthusiastic, and terrified. I've mostly tried to stray away from bringing that part of me here...which I don't think I should've been scared to do...but I was. You can read what I said
, and be sure to bookmark her site. It's AMAZING, and therapeutic, and helpful! And did I mention: AMAZING!!!
These last few months I've been trying to sift through some muck and mire.
I've found a regular exercise routine, with some friends. I'm seeing a therapist. and I'm trying to make sure I FaceTime friends and family more regularly.
At the end of April, I had a few REALLY low points. It took a lot to stop from doing something irreversible, and harmful. I've sort of DIVED into video games a little too hardcore I think. I'm trying to find my balance of "for fun" and "for escape." I set a timer, and two days a week now.
I'm gearing up for the MOST WONDERFUL TIME OF THE YEAR! Which is SDCC! And I'm so excited to go home and see my family and friends..and food (only God can judge me).
I feel like this is my most poorly written post ever...but I feel like I need to get this out and off my chest.
Here's a picture of Kirby because he's adorable AF and makes me happy!